"I live not in dreams, but in contemplation of a reality that is perhaps the future."
~Rainer Maria Rilke

I know what I see- There is grace at work, here.


Thursday, July 31, 2014

A Day with the Naro San People

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The highlight of Amanda  and my trip to northwestern Botswana was, without a doubt, our time with a group of Naro San bushmen at the D’Qae Qare Game Reserve. Early on our first day at the reserve, we were driven out to a little bushmen village on the reserve. The Naro no longer live in traditional villages, like the one where we spent our day… Since their removal from their ancestral lands in the central Kalahari Desert, most Naro San live in poverty in government designated settlements (such as the village of D’Kar, where Amanda and I later spent a day during our trip). But for our visit, a group of Naro San came out to join us in the village…
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True to our Peace Corps roots, it didn’t take long for Amanda and I to feel right at home relaxing on burlap sacks around the ground.DSC_0024 The San women immediately put us to work, learning how to make traditional beaded necklaces out of ostrich eggs…. And boy is it      a labor intensive process! To start, the women break the ostrich eggshells into pieces. Each piece then has a tiny hole drilled into it using a handmade drill (a nail in a wood stick). Afterwards, the DSC_0032pieces can be boiled/fried to give the eggshells darker colors of brown. The eggshell pieces with hand-drilled holes are then strung onto a piece of string and painstakingly shaved down against stones until all the pieces have the same round geometry and size. Afterwards, the San women demonstrate their true artistry by weaving these ostrich shell beads into elaborate designs, in the forms of beautiful necklaces, earrings, bracelets, and classic headbands.
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As we sat around making necklaces, the women shared stories and bits of their cultural history- an incredible legacy that boasts being one of the most ancient cultures still surviving in the 21st century. DSC_0041      The Naro San, who are one of only many distinct tribal peoples that make up the “San” or “bushmen” of southern Africa, have their own distinct language, Naro. Despite my attempts at trying to learn even one or two of our companions’ names in Naro, I walked away utterly defeated. With more than 30 distinct click sounds, the language is absolutely baffling in it’s complexity and I spent much of my trip awestruck by it’s sounds. The San people put incredible emphasis on music and dance, and we were graced with much of it during our time there. The women especially LOVE to sing and do so during much of theiDSC_0050r work, or as an expression of thanks, joy, or other emotions. Their music has an almost hauntingly eerie, yet strong resilient quality to it… Throughout the night, from our bushmen hut on the other side of the reserve, we could hear the women continuing to call out to each other. It was a lovely form of music that I could never even begin to recreate or participate in myself. Most songs, and by association many dances, are associated with animals or pieces of nature. The San seem incredibly worshipful for everything that surrounds them- the sky, water, a tuber found beneath a bush, a leaf whose tea heals, an eland’s grace and beauty. Throughout the day, we would be out in the bush walking or sitting somewhere and the women would break into a complex harmony of calls and DSC_0055responses- When we asked our guide, Tomku what they were doing she would just laugh, “They’re happy!” she’d reply. “They’re giving thanks for the water in that pond!” It was an incredible gift to have the opportunity to witness a wholly different, and yet utterly joy-filled, form of worship in the form of dance and music.
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If nothing else can be said about San culture, it’s that it’s people are story-tellers. Their stories are beautiful, creative, and have endured through millennia. In another testament to their utter devotion to nature and all it’s creatures, San stories are filled with narratives of humans becoming animal and animals becoming human. These trends seemed to permeate their story telling, both orally and through dance, where dancers often imitated animals stalking one another or a bird flying. In this way, San teach their children to deeply respect the spirit, essence, and rights of EVERY living thing. As hunters and gatherers, the San people traditionally relied heavily on the land and it’s animals, yet they never abused or took for granted this privilege. They viewed humans as animals, and animals as equal spirits to humans.
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Traditionally, San lived as hunter gatherers (although this way of life has quickly disappeared due to seizure of San lands by governments and agriculturalists.) Thus, the highlight of our day was going on a bushwalk. During the several hours we spent in the bush with the women and men, Amanda and I were overwhelmed by the incredible wealth of knowledge held by these peoples. DSC_0068DSC_0069
Their intimate relationship with the land could not possibly be overstated. During the walk, our two male guides pointed out tracks from various animals- reading their prints like I might read a book, and easily translating the events of what    DSC_0074 had happened toDSC_0076 DSC_0078 DSC_0090     which animals when. They could distinguish between clusters of animal prints and droppings, without the slightest hesitancy. It quickly became clear to us that EVERY plant and tree in the Kalahari Desert has a unique purpose for the San. With each step, the women would rapidly point out a plant that could poison a grown antelope with a single scratch of an arrow, a root that can be chewed to clean your teeth, a seed that when brewed relieves pain, a bug that is delicious when fried and ground into a paste, or a piece of bark that can be used as a knife to sever the umbilical cord after a woman has given birth. Their knowledge was absolutely overwhelming, and left me utterly in awe.
Midway through our walk, the men found two specific trees they’d been watching for… They swiftly broke off a  large piece of a soft wood, and used a fading knife to cut a thin notch in it. They then took a thin rod of hard wood from another tree and shaved it down to a smooth surface. They proceeded to gather three distinct types of grasses, and layer them carefully in a pile. On the pile of dried grasses, they placed the softer wood with the notch, and into the notch they placed the hardDSC_0101 wood rod. With a fast rubbing motion they spun the hard wood against the soft. In less than 3 minutes, smoke began to unfurl from the lower soft wood, and it wasn’t long before they were blowing embers to life in a small fire. Amanda and I looked on in disbelief at the ultimate survival skill- making fire from rubbing two sticks together. As if we needed one more reason to feel utterly inferior to the San’s knowledge and prowess in the Kalahari Desert. Where we saw nothing but inhospitable desert that would likely kill us in less than 24 hours, the San saw a lush wonderland of resources and food. It was incredible to witness!
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That evening, after the bush walk and a quiet dinner, we gathered around the fire. We women sat around the fire in the sand, or on burlap sacks, as the men prepared to perform a traditional San healing ritual… The ritual, commonly called a “trance dance” for the trance-like state the dancers assume, is traditionally performed by men… But as we saw that night, can also sometimes be performed by older female healers.
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As the older women piled on logs to build the fire, one of the women started singing. She was quickly joined by all the women seated around the fire in a wide circle. The air filled with an almost discordant harmony, and their gentle clapping- a rhythm which I, at times, could hardly follow, yet everyone else present seemed to know by heart. The men approached the fire, dressed in traditional skins around their waists, brightly beaded headbands, and ropes of shell-shakers wrapped around their legs, such that each step addedDSC_0135 to the rhythmic music. They settled into a rhythm… Around and around the fire they circled, in a steady shuffling rhythm that drove deep divots into the sand where they danced. Their motions were hypnotic in their repetition, and I could see them and the circle of women around relax into the music. 
With each new song, Tomku would lean over and explain, “This one is for the Eland.” Or “this is like the flight of a bird.” I can’t say how many songs passed before I noticed a change… It was subtle, DSC_0136but eventually it was there. The elder of the two men shuffled now without looking- eyes closed. His motions became more erratic, less controlled, more drunken almost. His movements seemed to become more animal and less human, as he stumbled around the fire as if searching for something only he could sense. Finally, he would land on a person in the circle- one who required healing. In his trance state, he laid hands on the ailing person- seeking for the source of the unseen illness or pain. He might stand for several minutes there, manipulating the body with pushes and pulls- as if trying to align the body back into health. Or on occasion, he would reach right into the roaring fire behind him to fish out a red hot ember. He would then drop the ember into a tortoise shell that hung around his neck with thread, and wave the now smoking tortoise shell, and herbs within beneath the nose of the person being healed.
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This went on for hours… Song after song. Person after person. The trance seemed to take a toll on the healers, for eventually they dripped with perspiration from the strain of their never-ending dancing. Again and again, the would return to the rhythm, as if to dance themselves back into a trance. At one point, an elderly woman who we’d been told was a healer, stood up and joined the dance. She also entered a trance state, that was so powerful we were told she had to be helped down from it when the night ended.
Long after Amanda and I headed back to our bushmen huts, I could hear the Naro women in different villages calling to each other through the night… Coming down from the high of the trance, or potentially sending messages of thanks out into the dark. I fell asleep to the lonely, beautiful sound… A peaceful end to a truly magnificent day of cultural immersion.
With Love from Botswana… Mary E.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

That time I stuck a yowling cat in a box… :)

My cat, Pina, has now graced me with several litters of kittens. For all intensive purposes, she's a veritable feline-producing machine. Ha! And obviously, I can't complain... I mean who doesn't just LOVE the idea of having 3 fuzzy bundles of kitten nestled in your bed, and tumbling around your house. They've been delightful! Yet every time Pina has kittens, I have to face the stressful prospect of finding them homes.

And it's not a difficult task to find willing owners- many Basotho love cats and appreciate them for their "rat-killing" abilities. Finding a GOOD Basotho home, by American standards, is another thing. I want homes that I know will feed the kittens, and make sure they have shelter during freezing weather. And this is a tough request...
So when my dear friend Makabelo complained about having a mouse problem in her new house, and I had a house full of kittens, it seemed like an ideal match! Only one problem... Makabelo lives in Maseru, nearly 5 hours away from Botha-Bothe.

Yet as a testament to our friendship and my desire to find good homes for the kittens, I packed my bags, and stuffed a cat in a box. :)

It. Was. Miserable. From the moment, that kitty was stuffed in the cardboard box for the five-hr trip on PUBLIC transport, it yowled like I was trying to murder it. I'd say poor thing, but I honestly felt much more mortified for myself. I hate public displays and drawing attention- And this, in a country where I draw a considerable amount of attention by just STANDING on a roadside. Now add a yowling cat in a box, and I'm a walking lekhooa comedy act. I was in hell.
But I put on a smile and whipped out my Sesotho... As we sat on the village taxi, I apologized and attempted to laugh off my yowling feline friend with comedy... "Ke soabile, bo-Me! Motsoalle oa ka o batla catz, empa o lula Maseru! Pephi! Catz e lerata haholo! Tola! Tola, catz!" (I'm so sorry, mothers! My friend wants this cat but she lives in Maseru! Sorry! This cat is so loud! Shhh! Shhhn, cat!"

Bo-Me LOVED it. They ate it all up. They just laughed and laughed and laughed. And in that moment I found a new reason to love Basotho, just a little bit more. Not one person shot me an angry or irritated look. Despite my mortification, not one person judged me. Things happen. Noise happens. Akward situations with animals on public transport happen, and it's just a part of life. An American would have demanded I get off, bo-Me just chuckled and started asking me questions. In fact, when the taxi later got a flat tire on my dirt road and we all had to get out and start walking, bo-Me grabbed the box and merrily started juggling it between themselves- helping to carry my loud, obnoxious screaming box of cat. It was yet another testament to the spirit of community that is so special in this culture.

And once on the taxis- of which there were many between my little village in northern Lesotho and the capital- taxi drivers could not have been less concerned or troubled. Yowling cat? No problem! Just pump up the famu music! I never, in all of my years living in Lesotho, throught I would EVER be tolerant of, no less THANKFUL for blaring famu music. But in that moment, I was! Halleleujah for bo-Ntate and their famu music! :)

The cat made it to Maseru safely, and now lives a life of true luxury for a Basotho cat. Tumisang, Lily, and Kabelo named her Kitty, and she gets spoiled with milk, meat scraps, and living inside the house. So the trip turned out to be worth it in the end, and everyone lived happily ever after.

And I was given just a few more reason to be thankful for the small kindnesses of strangers. :)

With Love from Lesotho…. Mary E.